July 28, 2002
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My current lifestile is considerable different than others, and I resist feeling self-conscience about this today. I Try to remember that I chose the life I have for specific reasons. Even if I’ve come to a point that I am considering a change, there is no need to feel badly, ashamed or embarrassed about where I´m at now. Everyone has to make their own way and if this conforms to the norm, that’s fine. If it doesn’t, that’s fine too.
Right now I´m sleepless. At almost 1 am, listening to Deep Forest, it has came to mind how thoughts are deep as well. I do try not to get lost in the amount of theories I´v learned, neither bitter by the failures and defects I´ve got. I´ve been just trying to be glad for the experiences I´ve had, while hoping deeply I´m always able to live new ones- and keep learning from them as well. Oh, God, I wish I were not feeling old! I know I´m not. Guess I´m just afraid of not living enough for all the things I want to do and know, and love, and learn… feel…
Maybe, I just need to go to bed.
om sairam!
Comments (10)
dont think of ur lifestyle as different. its unique.in a special way. ur not at all old. ur so much fun!
hope u had a restful sleep n things seems clearer n better in the morning light.
Deep Forest is cool. Makes me think deep as well.
You make me curious….what norm? what life-style?
a wonderful outlook on life! no matter how long or short our lives may be, they are no more or no less than what we make of them!
have a great week
” I am what I am ” this is all . Isn’t it Shy ?
michel
hey Shy, hope you had a good weekend. I have insomia too and more recently, i’m lucky if i fall asleep around 3or 4am. I try to pray and ask God to help me sleep, because most times I usually stressed and worried.
good luck
I have 2taughts about you first paragraph but i can’t seem to collect them anyway remember its your life, you choose to live it the way you want it lived. I think you have the right idea there, you don’t need to be ashamed or feel out of the norm, as long as its your choice. make the best out of what you have, by you first paragraph i think you have that idea down well
How lucky you are to could choose your way of life.
You know that of course.
Ciao and have a great day.
Sometimes its nothing… just too much thinking
Take care and have a great week
If I may ask, what lifestyle have you chosen?
Yes.. sleep can by just the right awnser at times.
Amour
Hollie