September 20, 2002
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I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I’m ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You’re a little late
I’m already torn
Torn..
- Natalie Imbruglia, “Torn”
Love, Trust, and Surrender
Today is a day when my soul struggles to be freed of its domicile.
I think that I love best when in pain, and in searching.
Pain helps to weaken the tenacious hold that my own self has over me. If I successfully obliterate myself, it leaves me nowhere to turn from fully adoring the another.
Searching helps to focus that intensity. Let me wander from place to place, searching for a glimmer that resembles a faded version of the love I hold in my inmost part. Let me have the clarity of mind to banish comforting love, the expressions of my longing.
Let me struggle with my complacency, let me escape the trap that is our modern lives.
Comments (8)
you always write such fantastic blogs……this one goes along with the one that i wrote earlier today about the prisons or cages that we create for ourselves….
Wish you were closer…you need a Hug
my soul is hurting right now.
I think you are right for a part but I would want to see you more optimistic . What is that pain ? Tell me Shy.
Love
Michel
Sounds like you should be listening to some `Joy Division’ Joy Division That always and very quickly brings me back up. Simple Pleasures, ahh the miracle of life!
“The lotus is sacred because it is born in mud, but it still remains pure.”
That’s like your love in the midst of the pain.
hmm nice