October 26, 2002
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Despite my best efforts, I think I am letting certain things overwhelm me and pick apart at the already shortening thread of my motivation. I have so many things going on right now that should be motivating and inspiring me – my classes are all interesting and well-taught, the groups that I am teaching has wonderful, intelligent, and eager students, my job as a teacher has given me contact with some of the most amazing and influential people I have ever and probably ever will meet, my family has been there with me every step of my life. For all of these things I am grateful and they are the only forces right now that are holding me together. I feel myself letting go… of the facade of strength I have realized I am so good at maintaining….of everything I suppose. I’m conscious of what I’m doing. As to whether I do anything about this overwhelming self-doubt and fear…. it seems that for now, I am content in doing nothing.
Comments (2)
It seem Shy you need something else that makes you take your soar . But why ? Guess . It will be come . It is running on the hills ( read the cantic of cantics )
Amitié
Michel
…you are gifted in self articulation. Perhaps – become still and you will “hear”?
MuSe