January 19, 2003

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  Thoughts brought to mind after ill period

  
  

  There is a lot of stuff I know that I could make a point about at any time. I’m a reasonable person and thought better of my comment at the time. I believe credit is due there instead of flipping out. I chose no to say anything, I’m not someone who likes to hurt people AT ALL, so I chose not to say it. All I ask is that you give me enough credit not to flip out over something like that again. It was so minor and was blown way out of proportion. It’s honestly the kind of thing that makes me think about ‘why are we still talking?’
  Ignoring me is not a good idea, reasonable people become very annoyed when ignored. I reacted just that way and said “whatever.” These are just things to keep in mind for yourself, and eventually, for you to become totally reasonable yourself. The truth is, we all make mistakes, some more than others, but the way we handle ourselves afterwards is actually more important than the mistake itself.
  Situations need to be handled very carefully at all times. This may take more effort and thought for some, that’s just the way it is. But there is a difference between right and wrong, good and bad, etc. It’s up to the individual to figure out which is.

  
  

  …orange like a wall
  like a dream
  like fear in the god
  who lived in a trance i had
  when i was young and six
  behind the rest
  along this string of conveniences and inconveniences
  lapse of conscience
  bleeding undeserved forgiveness
  i wake up in the night convinced
  of what isn’t
  seduced into ideas
  into blue…

  
  

  …Shy…

  
  

  

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