June 20, 2003

• What a great day ! We´re in the middle of a long holiday, and it is also a sunny cool day. I finally managed to have a meeting with the reverend of my church, and I´m so glad for that. I basically wanted his idea on what I should do in order to learn more of God´s words so that Im more able to look like a mirror of my Lord in practical life. The more I learn, the more things get clear. Amazing how I feel as if I were born just some months ago. i´m living a new life now, with so many different values… but I’m still under old habbits and addictions. Sometimes it is hard to to let them go, but I have been doing a good work. Talk about work, i´m not so sure how things are. Most of my students tell me they want to have classes with me next semester and I still dont know how my following semester will be. I just know that I have been more commited to work. As well as with many other important things and I have been able to handle. Oh, well.. I lost my point now…  Also, I seem to have the innate listening abilities of a therapist or a counselor. Everyone comes to me with their problems, or just to cry on my shoulder. They know that I will listen to them without judgment. And most of them do expect some kind of feedback. Most of them are students, adolescents who somehow deposit their trust in people they share problem and conduct their acts depending on what they hear. I guess that demands some responsibility. And if I´m filled with some more knowledge, specially in what I believe is the only truth, I guess I´m half way to become a better person in many ways. I´ve been thinking about extreme changes in life lately.  Perhaps today will make me think about it.

  
  

  I feel so happy…..

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