June 16, 2002
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I dont know how to be precise, exact, predictable. If those out there like people like that, why don´t they look for a math equation? It is weird. It is too weird and unusual. I have broken down the fences that bordered the territories of logic and madness. And now, everything is a huge nothing.
And nothing is a lot to me. I´m alone in an inner battle against my worst enemy. I´ve got no weapons and no reasons. I wish I could just stand from where I am and do everything I should. I wish I had the courage…but my bed is so cozy…
I am not trying to reach the mountains because they simply chase me. Need to take any attitude, but the safety in my sadness is so comfortable… Happiness turns me into another being, the one I am mostly used to. All of a sudden, if my world breaks down again, I´m not sure I´ll be able to assemble it. Perhaps I´m afraid of seeing that its peaces are just drops of illusion. I just wanted to know what to do with the key, now that I have unlocked my heart…
Comments (10)
Give the key to the key man.kidding.
You don’t need my words, you ‘r much wiser than I and I m sure you ll find the good way to go.
Take care
Carlo
Keep it safe. Don’t worry about weapons or reason. Maybe you won’t need them!
Take care!
I am sorry you are having a hard time. (((Shy)))
Blue is my fav color, so I love it when I come to your site…. soothing! Hang in there, friend!
give the key to someone who wants it and is willing to take good care of it.
Just listen to your heart and your mind… the rest will fall into place if you let it
I agree with you, best people are unpredictable. If everybody was predictable, life would be such a boring game of waiting people’s next action
Monsieur Carlo is very wise.
Don’t worry, be happy!!!!!
hehehe
One of those ‘blue’ times? Take care, it will pass