September 6, 2002
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*Listening to Somebody,Depeche Mode, feeling a bit nostalgic….
Words are a tool like any other. We use words to put across the feelings that come in and out of our hectic minds and hearts. What happens when you can no longer put into words how it is that you feel? What happens when the english language fails to sum up everything that you want to sum up. What happens when the tears can’t morph themselves into words, words that will explain why it is that you waste so much energy hating yourself. I spin the globe with the tap of my finger and play that game. That game where you put your finger down on a random place and stop the spinning globe and imagine what it would be like to be there. But in a game without a winner, I have managed to become the loser. Because every place is the same. For no matter where I go my footsteps will find a way to follow me. I will follow me. Is there a way I can put myself on a seperate plane from where I’m going? Everyone should have a pair of wings. Wings that will fly ever so high and far away from all worry and pain. Everyone should have wings. I want wings.

Comments (14)
Words are also the thought itself I think .
AmitiƩ Michel
Very well said.
Ooooh, I looooove Depeche Mode, been a fan for so many years now, and this song is one of my favourites.
i guess what you wrote is true. i cared too much. i just thought i didn’t give a damn. maybe that’s what i want people to think.
words are a form of art. their like magic tricks. self-expressionism. i love words. they can hurt too sometimes.
Understood. One of the most difficult things in life can be acceptance of self – the one friend (or enemy) you can take with you wherever you go. You have a gift for words – I know you will find the ones you are looking for.
((((((((((((((((((((lotus)))))))))))))))))))))))
I want to borrow wings when you are finished.
I wanna “fly” with you…
Rosemary
if only we could fly away… i think that if everyone could fly away, no one would stay happy… they’d be bored that they couldn’t just stay still… words can certainly suck sometimes… especially when you can’t put into words how you feel…
-Celeste
Do i see pain & anguish there or is it just me??? I hope , wish & pray that things are alright… I’d be glad to be around if you needed me …(:) at least virtually) …have a happy weekend!!
If they were mine to bestow I’d give them and then fly away with you.
Ha! Depeche mode… here’s a post you’ll enjoy I made a while back.
http://www.xanga.com/item.asp?user=Wavewash&tab=weblogs&uid=3276701
urgh… I feel crummy self promoting but this time it just fits too perfectly. Sorry!
~Mo
keep big wings!!
someone told me that a couple years ago. i had no idea what they meant. vc sabe?
When words fail, I try and turn to art or music or whatever form of expression does not require a spoken language.