May 28, 2003
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Not really doing much today, just taking a break and relaxing I guess. I think I had homework due tomorrow, but I haven’t done any yet lol. Maybe I’ll get to it sometime later today but right now I don’t feel like it
Okay, so here’s my actual blog…
I recall watching the first half of the movie Amadeus in Phylosophy class when I was at College, and the composer mentioned of how God has put this longing, this feeling inside of him, this lust as he called it, but not the talent to do what Mozart could. It kind of stuck to me I guess. But now I relate to it in a somewhat different way. Um… just saying it straightforward, I’m sure of it to come out wrong, so… (I also hope no one misunderstands me by this)
I’ve got this feelin that I’ve had for a while now,
but I’ve also got a problem that I’ve had for a while now.
This feelin that I’ve got, this feelin that I’ve fought,
something I could not ignore or just let it rot.
It kept growing and growing inside of me,
I have had this longing for God knows how long,
but I’ve had no one to share it with,
while this feeling kept growing ever so strong.
What should I do, I can no longer ignore it,
What could I do, there’s nowhere to store it.
I can’t lock it, break it, hide it which I’ve done for too long,
I can’t fight it, destroy it, it’s gone down to my bones.
If only I wasn’t so afraid,
I’d take my chances, not let myself fade,
All I need is some sign.
But I must be waiting for something,
If I could somehow know that one thing,
I’d ask you to be mine.
- I’m not really going to title it. I must’ve sounded so strange and weird, so sorry if I did…But there´s someone who will understand each word of it. If not, at least I know he´ll come here today and read it. And know I thought about him.
Have a good day, you all
Food For Though: Okay, I’m going to end this entry with a nice quote from a movie I saw yesterday (and today), Runaway Bride (duh!). I hope you reflect on it somewhat because I think it’s a pretty cool quote. “Look, I guarantee there’ll be tough times and I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life cuz I know in my heart you’re the only one for me.”
Bom dia, meu anjo!
Comments (14)
beautiful page ^^ and i love your username.. it’s soo nice
reads awesome – thanks for showing that bit of you … and have a good time.
i hope that he sees it and realizes what a wonderful person you are!!! have a great day!
All we need is
Wonderful poem that expresses your yearnings. I like “Runaway Bride.” It reduced me into tears at the end.
I really Love your site!!! and the quote from RunAway Bride!! (haven’t seen that one though….oops!) Maybe I’ll have to rent it!!! Peace!
i understand
Obrigado!
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Its a very beautiful and well written post and I love that quote!!!
Must be about a guy… And yes, in that area I too know the feeling… There’s so much you want to say to someone, but you-just-do-not-dare-to! (Or am I projecting here?)
As for the Amadeus-movie… Brilliant!… The quote was from the other composer (what was his name?), who had the drive but not the talent – and cursing at Mozart, who had the talent but made bad use of it…
I do think that my drive is bigger than my talent – when comparing what I want to make with the endproduct, I always feel that something gets lost in the translation from mind – canvas…
The most wonderful poems are those that express the need of love .
Love Michel
yes … those lines capture quite a bit of what someone feels about someone else at somepoint in time. I guess the magic unfolds depending on how events take shape after you feel it ….!
best of luck and thanks for sharing.
sometime life gets crazy …. i read your blog awhile back – 5 days ago – forgot it – found it afresh – had an almost identical reaction …. amazing … take care!
You know why i keep skipping commenting in your blogs? Coz my computer takes forever before allowing me to write something.
But… i did find that option (if the comment box doesn’t work click here) and my computer likes it!!!!
I love the runaway bride. One of my favorite movies, and yes, that’s the quote that gets to one’s heart!
Good luck and take care