August 28, 2003

• Let me find myself before I tell you who I am.
  

  
  

  Hello,
  You’ve been working hard lately and it is beginning to show through your wounds that bleed beneath your skin. Nonetheless you hold your head high like everything’s just fine and you’ll act like this heart of mine doesn’t ache every second of every day. The whole’ Change has come upon you so slowly, but so quickly. Everything is now so different, but its all still so near the same. You try to stand and act like the remnants of your past haven’t left you bitter and alone, but underneath that under the camouflage of deception you’re so young and naïve. Don’t you think I can feel it too? One can only lie to oneself for so long and finally all the pretense must be broken down to find a true self which one has been hidden beneath, a treasure hunt indeed. You’ve done so well hiding underneath it all, but how long until you break and fall? When will my face be revealed outward to this cruel world? Will you give in to their calls or let yourself be you? Self improvement cannot be forced, nor shown by unwilling strain. It is a choice one must take upon by the one and only, them. I’ll let you be the one to choose. I’ll let you find what’s best to find who’s you.
  Yours truly,
  Yourself.
  

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