August 30, 2003

• To you…

  
  

  Rarely have I written  an entry that was dedicated to one person in special. But this one realy is so. And I still cannot figure out what or how this is going to be. I may write about a dream I had. And someone special was in it. I may write about something that happened as quick and as great as a dream. Or about someone who´s so good as a dream, that soon had to leave. I may write about someone I thought to be the right one for me, but at the end, turned out to be wrong… Yes! I´ll write about that… Someone who´s all wrong in every detail. That way it is easier to accept that this one has gone far, as fast as a dream… This is all about you, dear Knight… hope you see this…

  
  

  i miss the wrong great smell of your skin, and the wrong wonderful 3 different shades of your eyes. i miss the wrong way you came and surprise me, and the wrong  pleasant way you made me feel. i miss the wrong so longed times you turned off the tv and the lights… and i miss the precious wrong time i felt wanted after that… your wrong breath, your wrong weight on my body, your wrong words to my ears…

  
  

  i miss the wrong amount of diet coke you drank, and the wrong neat jokes you told. i miss your wrong amazing inteligence, and your damn wrong way to say you love me. i miss all the thousand songs you like that are exactly the wrong thousand kinds of songs i love. i miss your wrong precious calls, and the wrong questions about me. i miss the way i never got to understand your intentions till you kissed me. i miss your wrong interest in my culture and language, i miss your so right voice…  i hate the wrong place we are now. I miss you. so very much, it makes me lie.

  
  

  Saudades…

  
  

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