meaning to life
it seems so hard to revel in joy thoroughly when you still have haunting unhappiness kept in the deepest closet of the memory bed. at other times when you get a concentrated dose of euphoria, you simply have no idea how to react because it seemed kind of foreign altogether. then just when you start to realise the phenomenal touch, and relish it in gladness, it has to come to an end so abruptly as it came.
love. joy. happiness.
what is real happiness to you? what do u want in life so much that once u possess it, that’s true happiness to you in your own personal defination of it?
i don’t wanna be lonely anymore.
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i don’t think that happiness will come when some magical thing comes into my life, i think i have to make it myself….although having some friends would probably get me on my way.
I think it is different for each person – but look inside you and find even something small – a book, a flower… rain… that makes you smile… sometimes you have to let the walls slowly down to let it in too –
Hugs 
hey sweetie i just got inspired by your blog n wrote something on it!
No one ever wants to be lonely then again there is no surity that someone could make you happy!take care *HUGZ*
I don’t want to be loney either..
*hugs*
Happiness to me is that feeling you get when a lover holds me close. A small flutter in my stomach when the full moon sits scilently in the expansive night sky dotted with twinkling stars. But still I don’t think these things have truely made me happy, not that true happiness everyone dreams of. No, I still look for that feeling, I don’t know how I’ll gain that feeling, but I pray every day in the peace of the the night, that one day I will feel that.