November 20, 2003





  • Vanity
    In this culture of mirrors, I’m searching for anything that will reflect my own image back to me in a more flattering light. Dim these stunning flaws, fill in the gaps within my mind so I don’t realise I need anyone else. Escalate my independence, make loneliness despicable (just a cheap excuse for physical affection – who needs it anyway?).

    “Opposites attract” become obsolete in this place where like minds are too accessible. I only have to tolerate my own reflection, the infinite reflections of reflections of myself. I don’t want anything complementary. Only compliments. Tell me I am fine on my own. After all, you are only there to soothe my ego.

    Distract me so I cannot see where my self fades thin and threadbare from too much stroking. But only until I become bored with your method of distraction and find someone new to take your place.


     


    Ps.: I couldn´t help biting my nails, I didnt find my new home yet, My trip to Canada  will just depend on my new job, and… Thank you all for the prayers!

Comments (6)

  • Canda??? Oh Canada! Sério? Vai passer por lá??? Wow, é um país que adoraria conhecer…
    Espero que sua ida de certo!
    [´]s

  • Have you heard the latest? [you love you]

    Have you seen who just walked in [vain vain vain vain]

    [uh huh, you love you] right over there

    She’s so vain vain vain vain

    Vain vain vain vain

    I’m glad you’ve found someone who loves you

    But sad to say that someone is you

    And now perhaps you’ll both be happy

    Guess that makes two just you and you

    Someone who cares so much about you

    But does that someone have to be you

    Bom bom bom bom bom bom bom bom yeah

    Bom bom bom bom bom bom bom bom yeah

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, it kills

    So glad I found you glancing in the mirror

    Gazing deeply at love’s patron saint

    Admire the frame, survey the scenery

    Or are you just inspecting the paint

    Temptation’s strong modesty’s so weak

    High on yourself humble you ain’t

    Bom bom bom bom bom bom bom bom yeah

    Bom bom bom bom bom bom bom bom yeah

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills [no way]

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, it kills

    So vain, vain vain vain

    You love you [yeah]

    Give it, give it us, give it us

    So vain, so vain, so vain

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, it don’t pay bills

    Vanity kills, you love you

    Vanity kills, if the blast don’t get you

    Then the fallout will

    You love you

    “Vanity Kills” by ABC Sorry, I couldn’t resist!

  • well if you finds one of those mirrors, let me know!! i’d like to stock up on them!

  • since you were wondering

    i’m christian

  • ..VaNiTy..good subject, and you brought out some good points..now i remember why I love coming to your site..always telling the truth..take care!..

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