December 1, 2003
-
Thought collection
I’m looking for something old, something that contains the pitch and resonance of truth, that I can hold under my tongue to season everything else I try to taste. Something ancient to strain out all these insignificant distractions, to focus me for more than thirty seconds at a time.
Maybe I’m looking to shout against the infinite silence to see if my voice might sound clearer in echo. This constant search for newness exhausts me, blunts my thoughts, scrapes my skin raw.
Maybe I simply want to be disappearing into darkness with the vibration of violin strings. Perhaps there I will find cohesion.
I have missed 2 entries on Thanksgiving…. now im mad…
Comments (11)
eh
everyone needs a break sometime
The sound of the wind is also wonderful in the darkness.
I have found a lot of missing things while in the dark!!
I’m rediscovering old friends…
I love the patter in the background. It seems like it’s been a while since i visited here. Hope you are well.
happy searching!
love, anu
hey lotus … i like looking back – sometime i over anlyse my past and thats a bit scary – but what often messes me up is when i forget to look forward ….
incidently, i had some trouble getting to your site last week. thought i’d mention it.
take care
The search for newness… is a search for something that doesn’t exist. I think that what you’re looking for, we are all looking for, and it’s familiar and present yet hard to see or touch.
hope all is well. :sunny::spinning::fun::wave:
Your thoughts could be sometimes like quicksilver, but remember, they shine and are precious things to have around. You look for cohesion… I try to find balance. Don’t dissapear. Try to understand that darkness and greet it. Learn from it and try to be a better person.
… waiting for your next post.:eprop:
You will find what you are looking for as soon as you are ready for it. So don’t despair, enjoy the journey and eventually things will fall into place.
Merry Christmas, and have a wonderful new year Lotus! :sunny: