January 27, 2004
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My soul is armed
And pointed to solitude way
Among steps and voices
Steps and voices
I recognize my role in this place
Sometimes I speak to God
Sometimes He talks to me
What´s the peace I need to reach
in order to be happy?
The gates of my building are to
bring protection
But they also make me wonder whether
I´m actually the one in prison
Please, come to me …hug me
Put your seed in my body
But dont keep me in iddleness
thinking love is just a state of joy
Searching for heart pain releasers
In this fake scenario of wonders
It´s only in my madness
That I´m able to be sane in a worlds of bounders
Sometimes I speak to life
Sometimes it speaks to me
What´s the dream I should follow
in order to be happy?
My mind is armed
and pointed to hope´s direction
Lost in concepts and conceptions
I recognize the beauty of a new destination
~Shy
An old Brazilian song inspired me to write this. I have actually been feeling weird the past couple of days. These days while painting and cleaning my apartment, I have tried to scare the phantom of anxiety with my thoughts on God´s words. I know it is due to the whole new things coming now. On Monday classes are starting at the new school. It´s a new place and new methodology and I´m quite sure that´s ok to feel the way I do now.
Some other good news is that by the end of February I´ll have my new computer installed. I´m having some friedns who live near me help me and gime the the assistance I need. In the meantime, I have been hanging out and meeting my friends from church often for bible studies. Two weeks ago we threw a Luau and It was aewsome! I didnt take any pictures but some of them did. If I manage to get any, I´ll surely post here. This weekend we´ll travel to the beach to a friend´s house. She´ll offer us a barbecue to celebrate her birthday… I´m sure that´ll make me relax before my blattle( ok, now I´m just being too much!)
Anyway, things are just fine. I have much more to share here..also in terms of culture but that´ll take some time. Thanks for the ones who visit me and for the e-mails. I´ll be trying to reply them as soon as I can.
Meanwhile… Take good care…
~Shy
Comments (11)
Yet even MORE Aquarian birthdays! COOL!!
I can only take small doses of Enya, but cool album nonetheless
Your poem expresses intense feelings Shy .
It is written in the Bible ” Here is I do something new ….” . This applies to your activities .
Love Michel
Beautiful poem, it sounds like things are looking up.
sounds like you are ready for battle!
Beautiful… just beautiful… Good luck with you new job. You will rock girl!!!
Belated birthday greetings dear shy. Hope it was a good day. The poem is lovely … it reminds me that so much about life is about finding balance … within and without ….
have faith within and without … you will do great in the new year ahead.
best of luck for the new job.. you’ll do great come monday!
In the futeur you will remember this days as great days.
Wish a lot of happiness in this change.
It is a mixed bag….that is why we look for the rose petals and forget the thorns of the rose yes?
with that poem… i’d say you’ve been having wonderful thoughts.
keep it up! 
er … i misread the day you posted as the birthday … sometimes my mind and attention are processing different things it appears!!